-August 17, 2005-
His & Hers
'Is it a crime to fall out of love?' asks Jim. 'When we said we loved each other I'm pretty sure we meant it. But weren't we talking about how we felt right at that moment? Is it the kind of thing you can predict? Isn't it a little bit random? Chemistry mixed up with the unknown? How could we know that we'd always feel the same way about each other? Doesn't having to love take away the incentive to love voluntarily? Is it better that we put up with each other because we promised to do so rather than cut ourselves free so we can love people we want to love rather than love out of a sense of obligation?' Jim pauses and laughs. 'Am I asking a lot of questions? Or is this just me?'
'I don't know the answer to any of them,' I tell him. 'I don't think anyone does. I think that's why love is what it is: the most complicated, intense and indefinable emotion. And yet without it... well, life wouldn't really be worth living, would it?'
-conversation of Jim and Alison (on Mike Gayle's His 'n' Hers)
blinked and flew @ 5:51 PM
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-August 15, 2005-
TORN
When you said how you feel
I put a smile in my face
but didn't say a word.
When you showed you care
I turned my back
for i thought your heart's not free.
When you said you meant it
I said "i feel the same"
and went on our way.
You saw me cried
when i saw you with someone else;
You said she's just a friend
thou you should have told me the truth.
You never said "i love you"
still you've always showed you do
But then i should have wondered
if you really meant what you show.
When i said "i'm in love with you"
You closed your eyes and let a tear drop
sadly you say,"i'm sorry,i have to go".
blinked and flew @ 4:15 PM
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-August 11, 2005-
The Art of Letting Go
here i am alone,
crying myself to sleep
wondering if you really did love me.
i listen to myself talk...
thinking is this who i really am?
i tried to move on,
but something's holding me back...
as i reminisce on my past,
i hear the laughters,
feel the love that you once showed...
how was i to know,
that such a wonderful feeling
was all but a lie...
but i have to go on,
i need to learn how to let go,
no matter how true the love that i feel,
i just have to let go...
blinked and flew @ 8:44 PM
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-August 06, 2005-
ATTENTION
NO NEW POSTINGS CAUSE THIS BLOG IS CURRENTLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION!
blinked and flew @ 10:19 PM
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this is the place where my crazy thoughts 'bout anything goes,
when I can't throw them away.
a place where you can see what runs inside a deranged mind.