-October 06, 2005-
The Dreamer In Me
I dream of wealth, fame and fortune; and i ask who doesn't?
I dream of a good life, a richer taste and a better family;
and said to myself who wouldn't?
I dream of love,true love; everlasting nor death do us part
I dream of peace and beauty within paradise
I dream pureness of heart; to love and be loved sincerly
I dream of silence; to be able to think and reflect on my life
I dream to be dreamed by the one i dream of
I dream of to feel no sadness
But then how would i know happiness exist?
I dream of being numb and regret the love i feel for you
I dream never to cry but asked myself...
How would i wash my eyes or how would i show that i'm hurting inside
I dream to asleep for all eternity for if i wake
I know reality would strike me that while i dream of you;
you dream of her...
blinked and flew @ 1:05 AM
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-October 04, 2005-
The Power Of Goodbye
As i get closer to day that i leave; i think of how i lived my life
On my way to the plane with every step that i take;
a tear falls down on to my cheeks
As i get near to a whole new place; i dream of the one i left
As i meet new people; i remember the people that are dear
When someting happens i can't help but reminisce on my past
Your sorrow makes me sad; your tears made me better
The faces of those that i love with tears as i walk away
And when that day came all i could say was a lonely goodbye
I try to live the same old life that i had;
I tried so hard that i broke down and cried
I reached out but there was no one on the other side
I waited but nothing came
I shouldn't have said goodbye but what was i to do if i needed to go
You should have known my importance
But instead you've forgotten my existence
Need i say more?
When all that is left are the memories that starts to fade
And love that turned to hate...
blinked and flew @ 2:32 AM
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this is the place where my crazy thoughts 'bout anything goes,
when I can't throw them away.
a place where you can see what runs inside a deranged mind.