-June 25, 2006-
Dearest Moon.
Dear Moon,
Do you know lucky you are? Do you know how you make me feel?
There are times that i admire you the most; the beauty, the ray of light, the shower of love. I could stay for hours just staring at you and the stars that surrounds you. The calmness you bring, the peace, the fragrance.
And yes, at times, i envy you, for you can watch over
him and he won't even try to object. For you can see through his soul and he won't bother hiding what's inside him. To be able to listen to all of his pains, heartaches, stories and deepest thoughts.
Do you know how lucky you are that you'll never be alone, that all the stars would forever watch your back, that even if you don't always see them; you know that they're just there.
How does it feel to know that the night won't be the same if you didn't exist? And how it makes me feel knowing that no one would notice if one night I'd stop existing? How does it feel to have people admire your beauty by just being your simple self while you light the night, i am being overshadowed to an obscure world.
I envy you, I admire you. And I can't bring myself to hate you.
-from the deranged mind of a fallen star
blinked and flew @ 12:11 AM
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this is the place where my crazy thoughts 'bout anything goes,
when I can't throw them away.
a place where you can see what runs inside a deranged mind.